Thursday, December 9, 2010

my very hard week, yet my very weak me

Minggu ini berat bgt. Kata pertama yg menggambarkan ceritaku. And I feel so week during this very hard week. Senin ujian kompre kontes!!! Ini menegangkan bgttt, krn hasil makalah kelompokku jg ga bagus2 bgt, banyak salah, mana waktu komprenya jg ragu-ragu jawabnya!!! Help!! Pengen nangis!! Gara2 ini jg di hari selasa yg notabene adalah hari libur pun aku masih ga bisa menikmatinya krn harus nge revisi makalah kontes aka konstruksi tes psikologi! Mata kuliah paling 'mematikan'di psikologi!!!

Huufhh!! I've done it finally and I ask to God His kindness so that I can pass this subject!!! Pleaaasssssee gamau bgt ngulang ya Tuhan :(

Besides my assignment problems,,ada jg beberapa masalah pribadi,masalah hati, masalah perasaan :(( and this problems makes me so sad!! Deep down my heart I'm just ɑ human and ɑ lot of things just happened and it makes me scared!! :( I just wanna be happy, I don't want anything else!! I'm okay with anything as long as we still be together!! Through all the bad times :) *ireallywishforthattrustme* harus banyak2 berdoa!!! Aku bukan org yg sempurna, sering bgt bikin Tuhan kecewa, tp aku tau Tuhan denger doaku!!everynights, everyday, I pray and always ask him for one thing :) He knows it, and let Him do His will for me and my life. Aku cm berharap semuanya akan baik2 aja! Tetep bisa bahagia, sama2, selamanya :)